Unknowledge People Looking to The World

fear

2012-01-06T12:11:00.001+08:00

today saw this clip talk about self.

what you want for your life?it said in this world there had 2 kind of people.

don't point at others n keep complaint, what you want you should make to it belong to you is not waiting people give it to you let down the fear of yourself. everyone can make it, you should show yourself what you can show everybody. point to yourself, n ask what you want

success always in our own hand. our hand is to make the impossible to become possible.

belwo is 1 more clip for motivation

hope you enjoy

memories....

2011-12-30T08:45:00.000+08:00

award winning Oscar 2009
short animate

a speechless animate full of humanity.

it remind a lot memories.. .wish u will enjoy it

Angel

2011-12-29T14:09:00.002+08:00

晴，工做中

无意中看到你的网页。

一气之下读完你所有的文章，真的让我流泪；虽没泪珠流在脸上，但一直流在心里。

想起很旧前因你而写的文章在看到今天你的网页，让我无比的感动。

after u going back, news from you is like vanish. Till today i read all the blog u have there. it really make me cry from the deep in my heart.

it remind me i had a blog all about you.

the cry is for the angel in the old blog had grown up. you make me feel proud, i believe u not recognize that blog anymore, and the blog no longer active online.

this song really fit to me to describe you

from the begining day till now. you still that special. as special as an angel....

the longest trip in nz

2011-10-09T08:02:00.022+08:00

Eastland, Hawker bay,Wellington, Picton, Nelson, Farewell Spit, Hokitika, Greymouth, Queenstown, Arrowtown, Milford Sound, southland, Mt Cook, Kaikorua, Hanmer Spring.

Christchurch...... and back home

this trip is our last trip in North island. n the 1st day we start our crazy road trip journey

3d2n sleep car, no bath, cooking as camper, no more working life.

the last day i stay in Te Puke, i finally leaving this bloody place. no more bloody kiwi anymore HURRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Day 1

First we when to Papamoa hill for hiking. this hill very nice. very long walk. it take almost 2 hours return to car park. the view is so so to me. after this we heading to Eastland for the Eastcape the most east part in the world, mean first sunrise for the world & NZ. climbing more than 900 steps for the cape. crazy tired. too bad i make it sunset lol. we lazy to stay over night for the sunrise. on the road we meet a lot highway been washout by the raining season. the petrol here stupid expensive. most of the town here is country side. not much thing can do. nothing special also.

Day 2

morning having the wharf visit. the longest old wharf in NZ. crazy long...........

heading to Napier, a fancy town full of art, but not in winter season. too bad............

Te Mata Peak must go have time take the track. awesome challenge. I can't make it i got road to go

Hasting nothing to do there. Maybe weekend. haiz.................

finally overnight at Castle point

Day 3

having a sea side cooking breakfast.

i can't get Eastcape sunrise i get Castlepoint sunrise. taking while cooking breakfast at roadside.

after it having a great walk for for the cape side, is aw

esomely nice view

Castlepoint done, heading to Welington for ferry, & stay overnight at Lower Hutt

Day 4 morning

we taking ferry to Picton

good bye to north island

sleep at car not bath at all

this trip 1111km++

after 3 hours ferry we finally reach Picton 1st step in South Island

we head to Blenhim , Nelson, Motueka, & Farewell sprit

i meet my fren when i at Motueka, they working Ice cream seem like they very happy.

in the end we stay over night at Farewell sprit.

Day 4

Track at Farewell Sprit. awesome walk. sand beach like desert.

after breakfast from there heading to Abe Tasman tracking again. today full of tracking

seal visit also can be done here

we separate 2 way track at the Abe Tasman. time limit

after the awesome track at Abe Tasman. we head to Motueka again for the BBH stay. n gathering with y friends.

the first day bath for the last 4 day. sleep on bed.

feel like miss my 7 feet bed at Malaysia.

Day 5

We continue our journey. Nelson Lake. Nelson have 2 lake both having a pretty nice view. i feel so peaceful here.

next stop West cost.

pancake rock miracle place just a nice exploration

Hokitika

over night at car again at here

Jade town. spent a lot money there for Jade T^T

Day 6

Fox & Frank Joseb

nice track must try but tired

Lake Matheson. I cry for it the view for the mirror super nice T.T

the place i regret i didn't bring my SLR along.

end up we over night at Haast

Day 7

all the way to Milford

we check up at Arrowtown n Queenstown. this 2 town have some French style very nice

very peace town i love it , but spending here very expensive

Te Anau last town to Milford Sound.

driving for 2 hours to the port.

over night at the port car park.

been bite by damn bug.

Day 8

morning Milford Sound cruze trip. Expect too high. make us disappointed. Maybe weather not good.

but we enjoy the snow after the cruze. i make my first snow man n snow fight.

having a crazy road way out to Te Anau.

Day 9

a very surprising sunrise. i waiting it for 2 hour in the early morning with the crazy strong wind.

in the middle way, we had our 2nd time bath at beach side near Nugget Point get bite by those damn bug again damn....

afternoon heading to Dunedin nice city, the building just like France style. there have Chinese park but i didn't drop down there. i have not interest to there XD

after Dunedin, heading to Omaru. But we stop in the middle for the way for stay over night.

day 10

morning we stop by Moeraki Boulders. is a weird rock, is a nature rock in a round shape. can't make sense at all....

Afternoon we reached Omaru, a historic town. Kiwi try to crossover the town with the steampunk statue. Steampunk make a great job their skill i really salute it.

we when to library for internet & battery charging.... XD

after done, we continue again to Mt. Cook the highest mountain in the Australia.

but we only can view it from very far. We had too tired for the tracking after saw the sign board.

next stop Lake Tekapo, is a very big lake. in the spring season will be very nice the lake will cover will blossom flower. too bad what i saw only cover by rock

we overnight in somewhere just beside the road while we on the way to Timaru.

Day 11

Timaru not a special town, we stop by just for email something very important to someone.

less than 1 hour our mission done. n we just leave there direct.

First waterfall visit. tracking for the waterfall. on the beginning we met a old man he told us he use to track here 3 times a week . +.+ the track is quite danger for him actually, i can see how active he is....

finally we end up over night at picnic area again....

Day 12

My buddy wake me up in the morning cause of the weird sunrise. what i saw it the sky is cover by the red cloud, the sky just like red sea. after a while the red change to dark and getting raining, so to us we need to depart to avoid rain.

Heading to Hanmers Spring.

nothing special on the way. Drive till sleepy.... ~.~

in the late afternoon we arrived because we are early in from our timetable. so we need to slow down for the enjoying. after a short rest we have a waterfalls track again. this track is more danger. better don't do it alone. the waterfall is higher than 3 floor, very high......

after done the track take a rest at in the town area. sleep in car again. ==

Day 13

we having a tracking again, for the Hanmers Spring look out.

we taken 2 hours to done it. the main purpose now is coming. the springs. hiek hiek hiek....

relax time, the 3rd bath time. the spring is very nice we having fun at there more than 3 hours.

till our skill all wrinkle.

cause of the wrinkle we can't stay longer, & we must leave. we going to the next town Kaikora

we having a overnight at the road side again.....

Day 15

wake up with the very nice sunrise again.... wohoo...

Kaikoro nothing here. Famous with wales, we didn't take it.

after a while we leave to our last stop Christchurch.

we have a overnight in the middle of the way

riverside..........

Day 16

We repack up all our stuff, and clean up the car by river

heading to Christchurch.

this after quake city. is very sad. many place been close down. many place cant get in.....

Many thing happen to us in here as well....

this the finally we manage to get a better place to stay.

staying in a small wood house. can view star every night. pretty nice ...............

i have around 10 days will staying there

and my buddy already going to other place try to get job..

South Island Road trip 3337KM++

My journey in NZ finally done.........

total i done 10,000 km ++ for NZ

cover 80%++ in NZ

22nd Sept 2011 the day i fly back home...

Mt Maunganui hiking

2011-10-09T07:55:00.002+08:00

First day hiking since in NZ already 5 months

4 of us day off we decided hiking at Mt Maunganui

today sunny crazy strong the sea crazy blue n crazy clear

the mood is nice, we use 45 min to hiking to the summit. the view is awesome

SWEET AS!!!!!!!

Hamilton

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big city with a very nice garden

nothing much can do here.i been here several time

Hamilton return 246 km++

coromandel

2011-10-09T07:18:00.003+08:00

crazy 1 day trip

morning raining received call by contractor today can't work. then we suddenly decided go Coromandel for travel. A 6 hours driving 12 hours travel trip

this trip all about beach side . is suppose have a lot nice beach side photo but we end up not much cause raining.

nothing can say here. all the road here is crazy sharp, the first time i drive till my both hand can't let go from the steering .

thing i found here was some weird road, 1 feet long muscle. the L&P drink is nice.

this trip 425km ++

taranaki, northland

2011-10-08T23:55:00.004+08:00

3d2n trip (sleep car, no bath)

another crazy trip again.

Firstly we planing go to summit our visa for extent, travel in Taranaki area(southwest of north island), but we end up gone to Northland. Is a crazy idea from my mate.

first day (rainy day)

this day our trip like chasing rainbow, we been seen uncountable rainbow in this day. the road to Taranaki is awesome adventure. remember the world fo

rgotten highway must try(remember if your driving skill not good dun take this risk). In this crazy highway have 250 km. in between it no petrol station. There have some off road, some danger cliff road, a republic village, and the most thing the hobbit tunnel. u will wonder how the people make all this kind of this in the crazy highway very long time ago. after 2 hours driving in the highway we finally reach the first town of Taranaki name Stratford. A small town nothing to do there we had lunch n continue the road trip. Next we drive along the surf highway. This highway have all the surf beach along it, but no one

will surf in winter time crazy cold and danger. along the road we meet some weird cliff view(1st time running against strong wind will make feel like out of breath very hard n very tired) and the Cape Egmont. the sadness is we can't see any sign of the Mt Egmont, it cover by thick cloud ai........ We keep driving on the road till we reach New Plymouth the biggest town in Taranaki. this town is a modern town, fancy, big, but nothing can do to us.

after turning around the town, n we end up sleeping at the car park facing the open sea ,Tasman sea

day 2

we going to Hamilton summit our passport, in the middle way. We luckily meet the white cliff sign board, and we dare the went in with the warning that season close. I had no regret i been there. First time i saw something like a goddess place. is a big big WOW !!! we spent a lot time there taking photo, we like crazy for this place.

after crazy we getting hungry n we have to leave to get food too bad...

while on the way to Hamilton, my mate told

me how about we go Northland by today after we done summit, and i end up agree his idea & we head to Northland after Hamioton. While we in the middle way to the most north we have a naps.

Day 3

early morning we start depart with full dark, in the road we can't see anything except tree & shape turn, till we reach 1 of the look out point. is a very nice place we having sunrise view there n breakfast. Then we having more than 5 hours drive to the north of the north mean Cape Reinga. u can see the photo down there, is a awesome place but too bad we can walk too much there we dun have a right shoes to do that.

after this we heading back to Auckland to meet 1 friends. then we rush for the 6 hours drive to Auckland, we end up dinner at 10pm .

after the meet up head back to Te Puke.

this trip 2183km ++

Rotoroa

2011-10-08T23:11:00.003+08:00

town of Maori history

this town is a very nice town i been here few time.

I like the feeling here, I like the garden, I like the style here, I like the hot pools here, I hate the stupid smell here.

this is a beautiful town. peace n warm. just the stu

pid sulfur smell is killing my nose.

i had tattoo in this town.

the 1st time i here it make me fall in love with the garden n the lake. kiwi use to jogging in the garden n lake side. it make i also wish to do that.

but sorry for the smell.

Te Puke(Kiwi town)

2011-10-08T22:57:00.002+08:00

Te Puke

I been staying here more than 5 months. this town as known as kiwi town. the main kiwi producing are in this town, n most of the kiwi job also belong here. this place is like a curse i keep staying here for more than 5 months just for working for this blooding kiwi, from the fruit to pack, then go back to the tree. you ask me still love kiwi. i bloody say out very very loud I HATE IT!!!!!

this town is a very small town. nothing special, not much entertainment, just bloody kiwi.

not much can say for this town. just bloody memories in here XD

enjoy the picture i have n some video i did while free

Taupo, Mt Tongariro/Rapehu, Rotoroa, Maketu

2011-10-08T22:31:00.004+08:00

10th july 2011 rainning day.

1st 2d1n trip in NZ. since i still nid to work in the sunny day so i cant go anywhere in it. My fren n 1 decided to have a trip while raining day mean our off day. we suddenly decided to go for Taupo, Mt Tongariro, Rotoroa,& Maketu.

we depart from Te puke to Taupo we use 2 hours only reached Taupo.is already late afternoon. When we arrive was very heavy rain we cant take any picture for it. but the late is crazy big.

*Great Lake Taupo

the biggest lake in NZ. Kiwi told us that all the kiwi can go inside this lake & this lake is as big as singapore. this lake is a volcanic lake(mean is a volcano long ago & dead now so cover with water n become lake).

first to first we reached there call a kiwi fren. coz we going to stay his place for 1 nite. His name call Dave. is a nice guy. after we meet up he bring us to the open spring water. that place is awesome nice. many pretty girl there also(no picture show want to see go there yourself). after the hot spring the iconic place for the Taupo . the Huka Fall, is a free spot. this place is a myth no idea who, how, when it will become like tat but u can see the picture at the slide show. the water is crazy strong. i wonder if there down inside th

ere how i end up.

after the city town visit. Dave going to cook us a nice dinner. thanks to Dave he really a very good chief.

the next day early morning heading to Mt Tongariro/Rapehu. Driving 2 hours from Taupo to there. is a snow cap mountain, but too bad our timing not right we couldn't the mountain top is too fogy even driving also danger. we have a tea with 1 of a Taiwan's friend Allen. after few hour we heading back to Te puke our working town.

On the way back we stop by any free travel spot or look out place.

next stop Rotoroa, is a Maori town. there got a lot hot pool. 1 of the famous travel place is the Wai O Tapu (hot spring wonderland) this hot pool

need to pay, is quite expensive also. so we decided drop it. but next to it have a mug pool. u can have a look in the slide show. there got video for the mug pool. we just have a drop in Rotoroa town city as u can see i already been there before this. u can see picture from there.

next stop Maketu. this place is a beach nothing special just have a big kiwi sign And a very nice pie(i never try before). tat day sunset very nice so we decided went to the Maketu beach for the sunset. the view is pretty nice, for sunset must go for it.

this Trip 464KM ++

day 3

2011-03-12T15:36:00.003+08:00

day 3 Saturday

japan recently had a 8.8 earth quick n some media announce that New Zealand will have tsunami soon. today i start my walk all near the garden . today having my lunch n dinner at the garden feel like damn nice. have a warm sunshine, drinking NZD 3.5 mineral water with 1.5 litter(same price with soft drink in 1.5 litter) in the down town , a lot garden in between each street.

today i travel totally 4 garden in the Auckland city. all near the queen street. n also travel several time in the queen street.

back to the disaster really feel proud for the Japanese after reading some article how they he,p each other while earth quick. even having the announcement for the tsunami, New Zealand people still having a normal time, no1 seem like worry to me.

dinner having Wendy's big beacon medium combo. this bugger almost take my life. i never think i need to finish it so hard, that coke really take my stomach full...(is not that bugger not nice is just normal to me. just finish the whole set really full, a bit regret to order Wendy for dinner)

explore day 1 - 2

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day 1
-arrive in airport ord 4 pm. malaysia time in 11 am
-who know the custom very simple to let me pass not checking anything just oni ask where will i stay that it.

my play to stay for the 1st 3 day K Road City travelers all along the K Road

this hotel quite nice. very near the down town. walking along can reach many places

coz of tired, i only have a very short walk along the Queen Street.

this is some of the image i take along the street. sorry that picture not that nice i din bring my SLR along.

day 2

5 hours walked around the corner. Queen Street, K Road, Sky Tower, Albert St, Hilton Hotel, Auckland University, n etc

here is the photo

UNIQLOCK

2010-09-21T16:17:00.002+08:00

cant understand what they doing but their way to release is kinda new n special. really fall in love with that

http://www.uniqlo.jp/uniqlock/?id=NMjPvoFdX8OrlKsW

youtube

think blue!

2010-09-17T07:44:00.002+08:00

good concept and nice animation

thumb up for blue

nice article video from you tube

2010-08-24T13:38:00.001+08:00

you

2010-05-11T09:33:00.004+08:00

this blog is not going to meaning or doing anything, and i believe you wont going to read also. the reason i wrote really wan to record the you for me.

in my life i seeing a lot people. live for 20 something not dare to say much, not dare to judge.

you really make me feel like tat way. to tell you the true, i really dun hate you at all. there got no point to hate you, n i dun like to hate anyone.

In my journey, i been figuring or collecting people data.

people to me is just like a white paper, n having an unique master piece art on it. sorry for those friends been figuring by me. if you hate me, u may do it fast. if you feel happy to hate me then you should do it fast.

You also the same, but you are the 1st person i dun wish to figure so much. from the time i knowing you, you given me other kind of feel, that other cant give. in the end, the ending still the same. i really crash on you.

i in love is not because your pretty or your body. but said is not the reason no1 believe 1, i still a normal man. the main point that make me fall in you is, i saw a artwork that i never meet before. this artwork just like a white colour having some simple pale charcoal toning colour.

you are the 1 i really wish to keep you beside me, but now it won't happen. you already select your decition, i got no place to do anything. i only can respect what you decited as long as you happy with it. now i need to make myself not to concern you, think about you. dew week had past, still in progressing. Everytime having news you are the 1st i wish to let you know, but now i need to keep silent....

now this unique artwork i only can saw it from the far, nad heard the news from the very far, maybe not even got anything at all....

pay it forward

2010-04-01T08:21:00.001+08:00

a nice video for sharing

better way to understand the man beside you : car/bike

2010-03-14T13:32:00.003+08:00

Car/bike to man is a very important thing. due to their hobby and interest. car actually is same like their girl. For girl you need to know what kind of guy that you interest in, you can try understand how he treat his car, or bike.

How to get knowing them buy base on their car/bike? Guy usually have a habit. This habit is their always treating their love car/bike like their wife, some guy will rather to have car/bike than having a girlfriend. Maybe girl who read here will not agree. but is really real.

First way to understand more. girl must to study some knowledge for car/bike, also some technical thing too. a nice guy they can treat their girl good, they will always treat their car nice. the nice here is not mean from the outside, is overall thing of the car/bike.

different type of guys

Guys more interesting in the car out look. like to customize the out look.

-girl this kind of guys are already telling you, they want their like the car. look charming, pretty, good looking. so if you want the guy love you that way. you need to check the their car out look. this kind of guys usually will fall in love with the first meet, if you are pretty enough.

Guys like to tidy up the internal of the car. ex: car interior, the engine compartment, & etc

- This kind if guy like girl is that girl in good personality, habits, interest, and attitude. This kind guys they will treat girl very nice. their will in love with you by knowing you first not from the first sign.

Guys Who like to get performance.

-this kind of guys like to get exciting, extreme. girl if will fall in love with this kind of guy be sure you can give them exciting and extreme.

Car/bike selected by guys.
i not sure is a right or wrong. this is the result i get from amount my friends.

girls can try this by yourself. try to understand what kind of the car/bike they having or dreaming to get. this is totally refract to what type of girl they will start interesting from the first sign.

better happy study about it. it might have alot other i still haven't name out.
comment is free to write.

thank for reading

key & lock

2010-02-23T07:50:00.002+08:00

in this world once there have a lock mean some where will be having a key to unlock it.

in our creature. our self is a lock. a very special lock, we also holding a special key.

how special our lock?

this lock is locking up all the private things, emotions, secrets, pasts, knowledge......all of them just like locking inside the human treasure box, is call mind. what will been lock inside only our own know. this lock will be very tricky and very unique.

the key

what is the key use for. this key is not to unlock our own lock. this key is use to unlock the other people treasure of mind, and this relation, we name then a friend.

while every key and every lock meet will having the different treasure, some may having the treasure, some may only unlock something bad, some not even can match up. between this key and lock connection, we call them as communication. by using this key we know more about our friends. and the friendship between each other will be grow to another level.

there got some key will be very important to some people. cause they have the key that perfectly match match to their lock. once the fate they meet up. the treasure lock will be fully unlock by the key, and the key be recording inside this treasure. we call this relation as best friends/lovers.

People are always like that locking and unlocking each other. all the way to find their prefect key and the lock.

do you found the one to unlock your lock ?

mv with art

2009-08-26T08:06:00.003+08:00

like those mv
included art n music

strawberry swing - gold play

Eatliz - Attractive animation music video

Firekites AUTUMN STORY - chalk animation

Hector Projector - It's art (music animation)

Coldplay - Yellow "Animation"

west port

2009-06-26T11:17:00.002+08:00

really fall in love with those container

the meaningful video.

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please enjoy it n understand it. i remember it while u doing the same thing as they do

kind of art flim

2009-06-22T09:17:00.001+08:00

monday morning
having this kind of refresh video clips. really refresh me

hopu u enjoy

solitary lifestyle

2009-06-05T08:37:00.004+08:00

what is solitary lifestyle?

is those who like to do or plan all activities all alone, wish to have and enjoy in alone. this call solitary lifestyle. example like going movie alone, travel alone, sitting in at coffee shop alone and etc.

you can said they stupid or lonely. but in other section they are enjoying, is quite to let other people to understand, cause all those activities for this solitary lifestyle people are boring for those normal people.

what kind of thing they wish to enjoy is silent, private area, private time, and etc.

now out there started to come out this kind of culture. even malaysia, but yes malaysia is quite slow. mostly of the safety problem issue, so those solitary people not so active.

according to the US research. US citizen is rather to get online network then having sex. base on this result also mean that people need more private time in their lifestyle.

solitary lifestyle does mean they don't want any friends or lovers. they are still human still will caring others people is just thinking will a bit more psycho.

solitary people

-they might like to care others people,
-they willing to help people beside,
-they have their own dictionary like what should do and what shouldn't do,
-abnormal thinking,
-use to think a lot ,
-mostly are those artist, or success people,
- time table use to setup very systematic,
-use to going same place/time to enjoying,
-like to having different outfit than others,
-travel, drawing, taking photo, blogging, reading
-willing to join activities
-always appear in coffee shop, museum, pub, collection shop, beach side, garden

all this point is the solitary people often do.

dun try to ignore this kind of people. actually they all the same like you all just only they need more private time to enjoy themselves. try to know more of them is also a knowledge. having this kind of friend sure you will learn a lot.

i also learn from them

thank for reading

time to face the true

2009-02-18T01:44:00.002+08:00

recently think a lot think. friend, girl, money, and bla bla bla.

yesterday mid night while on my way home. finally make up my mine. is time to wake up and face the true. all is thank to James Blunt ' you' r beautiful'. this song wake me up. and also thank for jasper give me the chance to smoke as i requested, but no more in the future

friends

those day, friends i started feel very sad. those friends i knew them more than 10 years even some of them almost 20 years. but now they still like that. i really don't know how to join them. maybe i already getting old or mature. sorry to you guys. i really can't join anymore. you can say me selfish, lan c , or anything, i won't fight. i really can't understand what you guys think for the future. honestly i really boring to have my life like your all. just feel like don't have the true of myself. this 4 years i feel like our distant is going to getting far and far. maybe this is the way of my life, just like is wrote in the previous blog. even those i can't join hyou guy but i will join for the activites, atleast still can get back the feeling while we in young little time.

girl

finally found a girl. this girl really give a a different feeling that i never had before. facing her i can really show her the truely of my (is not mean i not truelly facing others girls just dun have that kind of feeling). this feeling make me feel so natural, so familiar, so confortable. i really like it. although i didnt know her long, and also know her much but i really feel happy while having time with her, even those just a short moment but i really mean it. this time i really need to wake up. no more lazy no more excute, no more foolish stuff. all i want now is have her. from today i will start to try my best, even i a chicken boy. atleast i had try if not there got no reason said i love her.

money

moeny actually not that big problem. just need to plan nicely, and keep on step by step then should be no problem

anyway thank to those friends who worry. actually no need worry. when i need people lishen my story i will talk. those things i still can handdle. just need some time to analise myself only.

this my words .

thank for worry and reading.

my sister wedding

2008-11-23T18:45:00.001+08:00

yesterday my sis finally married.

kk n pc this is the name

in the past 3 days, there got a lot thing to prepare. although rush and mess. but until yesterday at least all the thing can have a nice ending.

how do i feel?
actually dont have any feeling, even my father. i think might be all the guy will be like that. juts only my mother the most sensetive person in the family. i think she already had cry 3 to 5 time, even some of my aunt those who very close to my family. they also cry. but what i think is hope my sis will get happy in all the planning until the end.

in the planning time. i know you suffer too many thing, but this is the end. there got new thing to face. when thing happen i might not beside you, but if need me let me know i try to get to it. i swear for it. ( can’t swear for the best now if not later dun know how to die muahahah)

yesterday

22 November 2008
is the day for you two. i looking at you two are happy. that a good sign. even your father(because the ang pao i think) in the dinner night, many all of our guess are happy to come, and they enjoying it. mean your hardwork not wasted.

to the friend want see the night or the those planning day. please log on
http://www.mywedding.com/kkandpc/

there will having all the detail stuff. will update soon.

and my flickr, friendster, and facebook will be updates soon

book

2008-09-29T16:25:00.005+08:00

book have many type. people like to read book and people hate t o read it. book can be documentary, can be funny, can be sadness.

actually book is just life use. we all are the characters. we can act or we can be the narrators and also we can be the writer. every book just like documentary. in side it full with histories, stories, knowledge's, jokes....

people like to select some of the book they like. like fiction, novel, documentary, magazine......
different kind of book actuality already have their own philosophy. those philosophy is also meaning the person who reading. who ever reading book there got reason. from all of them also can found out the person true personality. people write and people read this is the most command.

some peopl say they like to read but they don't knwo about to write, but let think deeply. people everyday already writing. what they writing? people use to write their own story. the story will never end unleast the write not belong to alive anymore. some people like to write many romance story in their book, some like to write alot knowledge's, some may write their hate and love, some like to use picture or drawing to meaning thier book. so what about yours?

in my eyes i had seen a lot book, they might full with happiness, sadness, knowledge, color, words ... ... but just one book i will never love it. others book might make people feel interest about it, but this might not. this book is wrote for those who like to know more. is not any kind of top secret or the world history. this book is just a simple book, even pages are not much, and inside just all hose blank white paper with some kind of couple words or some kind of philosphy. there got no explaination, no exmaple there got nothing. people will always don't understand why this kind of book will exist. it because of it people will not going to read it. and this book will always place on a rack that will never notice by any one.

people use to read novel, short stories, fiction. because of that it make the whole world like copy and paste all the info will the same. it make the book becoming less people to read. please people be yourself and write your own words make people be proud of your book.

thank you

thank you

2008-09-01T20:53:00.003+08:00

tonight don't know why have some interesting to write blog. so this tittle exist.

today i when to zoo negara (national Zoo) i had been long time ago didn't visit there. i think is been more than 10 years.

this time i learn a lot thing when i in the zoo. compare in the last time i when there i only will understand the animal name. but today i learn a lot how and why.

the most important is my friends, they let me know more thing that i dun know. so i will to thank you them to join me for this trip, and zoo.

talk about thank you, actually out there, having a girl that 1 really wish to thank for, but i think there is doesn't have that chance to let me do it.

4 years ago because i feel very sad then i decided to left her, and now i will not sad because anything about her. all i wan just can thank you to her. what she do thing to me, is that she chance my life? no, she just make me understand what i have and what i really want for my future life.

why i don't have that chance anymore cause none of my friends know where she been, and even no contact. if there got a chance to me. i will thank you to her hardly.

proud to malaysia

2008-08-09T09:51:00.002+08:00

last couple months i had read an article in newspaper. this title is im proud to malaysia. in this article really full meaning. so i decided to write my own.

story start like this.
my mother bring me to this country and teach me alot of the thing about this country. when i was still a child i really proud to be a malaysian. coz i really feel that all race of the malaysian really life like a nation. but...

after i starting to be bigger and bigger. then i started know i was wrong. yes it should we 1 nation in all race of this country. but what make it not just because the citizen of this country is the profesional talker. they can said something to let people from disagree to agree until no complain. no matter there are joke, serious thing etc. etc. we will always heard a dozen of talking.
until now everyday i read newspaper i saw a lot joke.

this year our country had the election so is time for the citizen to speak out loud. after the election i tough those joke in newspaper will getting less and less. but until now the joke still continue and even worst and make me feel shame about it. the shame is not i can't do anything on it. the shame is the got any true or false. peopel keep judging the true and false just because this people starting to fightinng each other. when will the fighting will end i don't wish to know but what i know when someone lose in this fight there will start a new fight.

now if u ask me do you proud to malaysia. i need to think a couple minutes or more to answer you. i really feel shame when i meet some new friends from others country if they suddenly ask me those joke and fighting. the that the image malaysia like to present to others? i hope not ....

i talking without thinking

2008-07-23T14:43:00.002+08:00

recently i heard from 1 of my friend said amount our friends 1 of them said me talking with think with my brain.

this is my 1st time to heard a feedback from my friend. 1st i heard it i feel very angry and sad. angry is the 1 who judge me. and sad because i already losing this friend, because he already don't think i'm a friend in his life journey. but is not the main point. but after a while i think i should not be angry about him. i should thank to him. to let me know how he feel about me.

a guy who talking without thinking from his brain. then what kind of rubbish will talking out from his mouth. i would like to know what is the standard to judge people talking without thinking from their brain.

but what i know is don't judge people without truely understand what the meaning behind it. it not there will alot sad thing will happen.

new thing want to share

2008-07-10T11:43:00.014+08:00

Design Digest Vol.15

Well it is Thursday once again and you know what that means..? yeah, neither do I but here is this weeks installment of YD’s Design Digest; A compendium of easily digestible design delights from around the inter-webs. First up on the hit parade, Scott Amron brings us his “Clock”design… yup, it’s a clock with extra bits thrown in for poops and giggles.
Scott likes to call these extra bits BOM (Bill Of Materials). He believes these extra bits makes this “design” interesting and worth $450. What do you think?
Be your own Lord of the Flies with this extra sweet fly killing device or “swatter”. Denis Belenko and Alexandr Brazhenskiy like to call it the “fly swatter 1:1000″. I think they are referring to the fact that you will have a 1 in 1000 chance of hitting anything

Sunnin Tokyo Dresser sounds like a really cool cabaret act, but in fact it’s a really cool cascading drawer set that pivots better than Kobe in the paint(basketball reference…just trying to butch you all up a bit).
Leave it to the Turks to design a building clad in brail inspired shields for television stations and a newspaper… I have no idea if that was meant as a slant on Turks but this media center in Ankara sure is a wonderful sight and the apple of Tabanlioglu Architects eyes.
Well the Olympics are almost upon us and nothing says I’m excited about Curling like this Olympic Powerstrip by Yar Rassadin. He has captured the spirit of the games by pitting your electrical gadgets against each other for fame, glory and a steroid scandal.

From http://www.yankodesign.com/index.php/2008/06/19/design-digest-vol15/

The Line King

I always appreciated creative endeavors made with a single stroke or line. The Etch-A-Sketch comes to mind, the long-take Copacabana scene in the Scorsese’s film “Goodfellas” and the amazing “La Linea” animations of Osvaldo Cavandoli (clip below). Designer Aykut Erol pushes this concept straight into your living space by creating the “Line” furniture system. Incorporating a work table, hanger, bookshelf, wine rack, CD rack, TV stand and lighting unit appearing as design objects in their purest forms. The most important characteristic of “Line” is it being a no-break line. Theoretically, the system extends infinitely with a single line regenerating itself.
Designer: Aykut Erol

form http://www.yankodesign.com/index.php/2008/06/20/the-line-king/

challenge

2008-06-26T15:26:00.002+08:00

those day, having a lot of challenge thing waiting me, frist planning to design a bcycle can fold and bring out more userfriendly, planning to make it for my own. to saving petrol and keep some money. second rushing all the my work. but now finally done. third survive in this month with over use money pretty poor lately.

really enjoy this kind of challenging life.

will you also like this.

challenge just like a dream. a dream to bring you beyond to what you have and what you know. actually challeng is a kind of hobby. it can make you fullfill your life, make u not feeling regret to everything.

life should be challenge if not they will be doing the same thing in your whole life. is that enough to you? i don't think so. don't left behind this is the word for today. stop you left behind from the others. then why don't challenge yourself and let others left behind from you?

what i saw recently

2008-06-19T15:29:00.003+08:00

it been lazy 2 weeks ago, even lazy to write blog. maybe don't have idea to write blog.
is not really lazy it just having a lot work to rush so lazy to write blog.

recently i saw a problem, it is between a couple and a girl. the girl we name her as A, the guy will be B and his girlfriend will be C.

OK story start. A is B ex. then after they broke up B meet C and they are couple then suddenly the A throwing comment to C and B and said that B borrow A money so A wanted B return it to A but the B said he didn't do it before. mean while A keep throwing comment to B and C just post up some tube, organize a group, and post all the detail about B and said be caution with B and blah blah blah ( the detail i won't say more). so all of the B and C friends notice it then they also throw comment to stop A. but i won't work to A. as A said A want to get What belong to A and get revenge. sound like pretty evil.

by the way now the fighting still continue and it going to more worse, a few day later wat it will happen really can't imagine.

actually is that the best way to get back the money or others, really don't know. but what i know is A is just stupid making herself lost her position. and the victim C really don't know what you should do. just hope you guys can settle it down nice and peace. god bless

Why today youngster need to be like that. i think i getting old can't understand it.

change

2008-06-09T14:28:00.003+08:00

many thing are changing. people are changing , earth is changing, the life are changing, virus are changing, prices are changing, even obama theme also name as "change".

just only one thing in this world won't change and that is the worker salary.

people are working as a service for those company but the company treat the worker like dog. they can give up the salary even the worker can't survive in their life. the life here is not mean those who buying LV,Prada, Gucci as there lifestyle used. now the petrol are almost killing the people. some more in the future 10 years the petrol will be finish in the planet. then there will not have any more F1, GP, Granx Pix , or and kind of the petrol machines race.

come back to the title. people are working just for survive. and get earn a house from their house. but will it success in time. no more. now company are really suck. they don't know how people really life for those less salary. if change the character from the manager and the worker. will you will a life in the future 1 month o 2 months? people asking for higher salary for live not for waste. u keeping those money is really a waste. what they waste is the human heart. a heart that can serve you good enough in time. if the salary will fit to the life style people will statisfly for it. at less they can earn money for their life. if not what the point those people working for. how many out there really working as interes? today no more interes, interes can't make money.

people are going to change more awful then yesterday. people will never learn before they lost.

freedom

2008-06-05T16:27:00.003+08:00

i think everyone also wish to get their own freedom. freedom like a bird, can fly in the sky, fly to the place they like.

people are working hard to get freedom, so they can enjoy their life. but is there still can let you enjoy when get the freedom? no one know. maybe we should set our dreams as freedom. so we will never give up to life for. will it be the day dream or the dream we chasing for the whole life....

when people get what they dream for they started will feel not the same when the time they chasing. when the time we chising our dreams we enjoy it, and love it but when we finaly get it, all the thing is going to end. the story, the memory, the dreams, all the thing will all stop writing in the diary book/the life book, and what we have it just those memory and the ending.

sometime really don't want so fast to end the dreams.

i just started work in my life 6 month ago. i feel i be more happy when the time i chasing my dreams. maybe is the new journey in my next step. people may should like that. road(dream road) will never end, it just the road will have a next turn. which turn should go, it doesnt important they will almost the same in the end the most important is which turn can feel more freedom.

next time think clearly when have a next turn. be prepare for the next turn

petrol

2008-06-05T08:46:00.002+08:00

today petrol going to be very expensive, but people still use it. is there any thing can represent the petrol? is the new technology for car really can in the future. recently fall in love with the discovery and the national geography channel . they really show up a lot of the new knowledge for the future. but the technology still expensive to the world. is that the most reason? why should people care about money to let the planet more beter than use those money o let our life more worse? now people are selfish.

yesterday malaysia just change the petrol price. they added to RM 2.70 per little. the price might be still cheap to other counrties. but the malaysian are already can't accept the new price list. but why should the people still suffer for. the world is going to change because of our lifesyle. why don't have other change the lifestyle for the world.

just think twice before to do. be good to the planet

pretty/hansome/extraordinary

2008-06-03T13:52:00.003+08:00

pretty?
handsome?
extraordinary?

is that very important?
what can say here just only yes, for the youngster.

those is very subjective words. it doesn't mean people don't agree you are pretty, handsome, or extraordinary then you need to let down your own spirit. actually spirit should not let down by those kind of the subjective words. if there got people agree and here should have others disagree, how u going to let all the people agree? there got no such thing will happen in this world, it will happen in the fantasy or the imagination world. don't hope this world will come once day, don't try to lie yourself if do, then don't said people lie you because you already lie yourself.

out there having a lot of meaning about pretty, handsome, and extraordinary? but wihich one will be more meanfull to be use in you?
is that people pretty from your outlook is more important that people like the pretty of your knowledge or personality?

pretty/hnasome because of your outlook, you should feel happy, even me. but is that good enough to my life? no how long can i stand with the world handsome/pretty 20years? 30 years? or more than 50 years?
is that long your can carry? no there should not have that long time you can carry. just remember there also don't have those "forever and ever" stuff . when people promise you by "forever and ever" it already meaning that they will going to break it. no matter how good to the thing there alwasy got the valid date. how long will it invalid it will depend to the situation. same like the pretty/handsome/extraordinary. the world might agree you are the one most pretty/handsome/extraordnary in the world, in the next day you might not anymore. things will always change. that why people should care so much about pretty/handsome/extraordinary.

today people spend alot money to let others agree that they are pretty/handsome/extraordinay, and because of it many people bankrap and waste their life. it that any thing better than pretty/handsome/extraoredinary? yes there must have but will you found it or when/where can find it, can't promise. it in your hand and your brain. people must learn something from themself the they will understand the true meaning and keep.

think about it we come to this world what we bring in our hand?
is nothing
when people die what they bring?
a lot of thing even their own finger also ca calc.

is that every people must?
no there are not, people come the this world bringing nothing in their hands, but when they leave, they bring lot of the rubbish. people should not like that people should bring nothing to leave this world and bring the new hope to the new generation.

so be the one people agree you pretty because of the personality, handsome with your life, extraoredinary with the knowledge.
if you can make it. you are the first people call as eco-human.

a new plan to helping the people out there

2008-05-31T12:00:00.002+08:00

this is a new plan to you. when you feel boring, feel moody, feel alone need to share something to others but there no one wish to lend ears to you. here is the plan go. we will provide some people phone number. so if you found that you need some one, here we are. we will waiting the call from you. the concept of this plan is actually we would like to help people who don't have others to share. people use to be shy today. so this is the plan that we no need to meet each other and know each other. all we want is to share. follow by the phone we just know the phone number and your nick name. is that work? yes it will helping people. if we group amount of people then we can organise a group to the world. this group will name as "share with us". if you with me let me know i will post your detail in hear so we can work together. don't think what will you get. think how many people we can let them feel better. now this plan just only i working with. so, i hope out there will still have the same people like me like to heard what people said.

we will of in every Sunday, and every public holiday we will work for 4 hours there is 7.00 pm - 11.00 pm.

if you wan to join
please send us the following detail:
nick name for the sharer.
your available time for get call.
the country you from.

thank for reading.
what your waiting for, let join us for sharing.

this will be the detail for the people you can share for:

Leong (Malaysia)
available time
Monday - Friday
7.00 pm - 11.00pm
Saturday
2.00 pm - 11.00 pm

Phone number: 012-6261466

mature/ immature

2008-05-30T13:10:00.005+08:00

are you mature or immature?
when in young age will wish to be mature, but in the senior wish to be immature again.

is that mature or immature important to people?
maybe yes or maybe not.

to mature people. they will think very straight and logically. that should be good to a adult people. in mature thinking people will always think is that possible or impossible. they will started to think more information to support all the possible or impossible. this people will always plan for their own future, try to get the better life from what they having now. mature people will come out some kind of the beauty that immature don't have.
many people said the mature people will not be happy like their old time (immature period), is that true?
not sure, haven't hear mature people said they life happy because of the mature.

is that mature will lost happy?
actually not, people think mature can't let them enjoy. they are wrong. in mature life, mostly people will work, study, in love, and more. is that not enough to enjoy? just the way of the enjoy is not the same like immature time. why?

because in mature time people started to know how to wearing their mask to face other people. mature people will acting like the super star for protect their self, don't be curious is a normal think today human like to killing each other. so mature people will know how to protect them will the mask.

mature people will say some of the people think like immature people. is that the best way they can judge others people. actually they are judging their self. they said immature because they can be like the immature people, they can't do what others do, what others think.

is that life in immature life will better mature ?
not that not. as the above said mature people will wear mask to protect them self. so if a immature people life in the world what will it happen. maybe in young time will very happy but maybe will not even alive when they reach to adult.

in the designing fiction
immature people will have a good future in it. they will having a lot of the inspiration. that inspiration will not come out from the mature people. they will not think is there possible or not possible. they will think what is the best and bad . that why can come out some kind of the crazy design. people call it "stupid design". if you want to work like designer make sure you still immature and dare to challenge to mature.

why mature and immature can't come with the same time.
erm.. this quite a physiologic. it depends in people.
some may can make it, but some may not. it quite difficult to explain. so maybe will explain when i see more or know more about it.

my friends. don't just stick with the mature, it doesn't mean that you adult no need immature time. just make yourself and take a leave from the mature and be immature, try to enjoy it. you might find out something really exciting. is true. hope you will love it.

any comment can be accepted
have to nice day

selfish

2008-05-29T14:43:00.004+08:00

Are you DARE to say you not selfish?
There might a lot people will not feel shame to say they are.

But before you answer please think deeply.

in some kind of situation that involve with you and others and it might take life or others think mostly important to you, and what will you do?
what i gonna do? i can't answer right now. i haven't meet some kind of problem like that.

out there should have answer. The answer might be horrible from some of the people, it might feel evil to them. But thing should be like that to get something there got something should let go.

that fair to settle problem?

yes it is.

what it related to selfish?

follow by the example above. if the condition for choose between money and people. what will you think the ending?

is very simple there got many type of ending but the most ending is.

people fight earn other for the money. today people won't care about others, they will just know the two thing are the most important to them. they are moeny and their life. money started become important sign long time ago . some people might lost their life just fighting for money.

let think about why human heart will not at the center. it might cannot make any sence, but the true is human is selfish. is very easy to proof.

human will always pray

how about you?

what do you praying?

do you pray for the earth also?

no people will not pray for it. they just will destory it for money. that is the most evil thing human hav ever done.

justice

2008-05-28T13:39:00.004+08:00

justice i never learn this word when i study in school. i learn it in comic book. something like superman, spiderman, bad man and etc.

actually what is justice and when will we use it?
justice is a word to represent fair the people or weakness.
justice mostly will use in law, comic book some kind like marvel.

is that all for the use ?
actually is more than that, but now a day no one will use and learn it anymore. People started know money is more important to justice. got money got justice cause money can buy justice. is true, now mostly people will think like that no matter in the section of the justice. money will come first.

Why the world will become like that?
Is there the way to band the money exist?
Is yes there might be have the solution...
People are fighting each other, fight for money, and this fight will never end. not ljke old time people fight for their freedom fight for the justice. People will never said good enough for money. No one will say they get enough money for them even they rich. People can erase the justice to get money, they spend a lot solution to get it no matter how by good way or the bad way. this is the new human being.

Is there still got justice between men?
NO!!! There got no justice will appear in human being. Once the human started to kill animal and plants for money there already started to mean that human are evil. Human destroys animal's home to make their own place. human kill the animal to sell their skin by high price. Human make lot of animal disappear in this world. Human burn the forest to get the land. Is that all the thing follow by the justice?

let get talk about between human
some people will not agree human compare with animal.
because they think human are human, animal are animal. not same.
in human would like fight each other to get their property. not just human , even countries fight each others. is that justice or evil. behind all the this creating alot of hatred.

lately the world got a lot of disaster happening to many country. In 25th Dec 2004 tsunami in Indonesia and Sri Lanka. End of January 2008 China the winter storm.Early in May, Myammar float, 12th May 2008, an earth quick in China. all this disaster kill tone of people will in mean anything to others?

is that the earth telling the human. that human are over doing to the life balance?
it maybe true or might not.

i have tired to continue with it. people will never change for money.
just be good luck in your own life. don't ever wish there got justice for you.
just do something like the movie call "pay it forward". just pay it forward to the people and teach them follow.

thank for read.
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