slow down

after work need to hand over my car in somewhere far from my home for the big repair, it going to cost me till bankrupt, but yet i still need to repair it.

after settle at the workshop, it already around 2130, it quite late to catch bus or any. so the worker send me to the nearest train station. the PWTC KTM train station. 

When i step in the train station, i just notice i have more than 10 years didn't take this train, maybe around 15 years. Remember the first time i ride this train is when i was still very young around primary school, the KTM train system in KL are just started few months ago. 

so my dad plan bring us to have a train ride visit. when i small, my home financial is so bad, for a simple travel we will all very exciting. we all like to travel all together with whole family.

i cant get a very clear for this memory, but it do make me feel happy while still waiting for the train arrive. 

when the train arrive, inside still very empty. i get my sit i look out to the window, although the train is fast but the scenic from the rail way is a lot different from the 15 years ago. remember that time every station we past by it just look like another small kampung(village in malay), but now i saw a lot new building. 

i finally realize actually KL do change a lot, in the way i didn't notice. every time in my own car with fast speed, not even have the time to observe the environment of the town. after half & hour i reach my destination, my dad is waiting me outside the station.

for this slow ride let me slow down my foot step, and also give me a lot refresh. will plan for the next time :)

  

距离。。

距离，人生总是要面对一大堆的距离。

而距离又是什么呢？
在人生的道路上，距离可分为两种：

-可计算的。
-不可计算的。

可计算的距离
就是所有可以用数字预测的都是所谓的可计算的距离,然而根据那数字能达到/得到那终点。

不可计算的距离
就是每个人都很摸不透的感官/感情/感觉/思想等等。

我们每个人都在自己那不可计算的人生道路奔跑。有的人会觉得他们离终点很近，也有的人认为他们永远不可能到达终点。在这可长可短的距离里，我们都会有开心与悲伤，有高有低的小距离。所谓的终点可以是人与人之间的，梦想中的等等。

起是很多的终点，都是我们自己把他拉开到我们也无法统计得到的距离。

为何？
是害怕？

只要你愿意哪怕是几公里的路途，我们都能到达/得到我们的终点。

人就应该为梦想而奔跑，不要在利用距离来给不需要的借口。

要记得什么距离都可以计算的。只要做好准备，那就不会不可计算的距离。。。

只要你愿意距离不是问题的来源。。。

fear

today saw this clip talk about self.

what you want for your life? it said in this world there had 2 kind of people.

don't point at others n keep complaint, what you want you should make to it belong to you is not waiting people give it to you let down the fear of yourself. everyone can make it, you should show yourself what you can show everybody. point to yourself, n ask what you want

success always in our own hand. our hand is to make the impossible to become possible.


belwo is 1 more clip for motivation

hope you enjoy

memories....

award winning Oscar 2009
short animate

a speechless animate full of humanity.

it remind a lot memories.. .wish u will enjoy it

key & lock

in this world once there have a lock mean some where will be having a key to unlock it.

in our creature. our self is a lock. a very special lock, we also holding a special key.

how special our lock?

this lock is locking up all the private things, emotions, secrets, pasts, knowledge......all of them just like locking inside the human treasure box, is call mind. what will been lock inside only our own know. this lock will be very tricky and very unique.

the key

what is the key use for. this key is not to unlock our own lock. this key is use to unlock the other people treasure of mind, and this relation, we name then a friend.

while every key and every lock meet will having the different treasure, some may having the treasure, some may only unlock something bad, some not even can match up. between this key and lock connection, we call them as communication. by using this key we know more about our friends. and the friendship between each other will be grow to another level.

there got some key will be very important to some people. cause they have the key that perfectly match match to their lock. once the fate they meet up. the treasure lock will be fully unlock by the key, and the key be recording inside this treasure. we call this relation as best friends/lovers.

People are always like that locking and unlocking each other. all the way to find their prefect key and the lock.

do you found the one to unlock your lock ?

solitary lifestyle

what is solitary lifestyle?

is those who like to do or plan all activities all alone, wish to have and enjoy in alone. this call solitary lifestyle. example like going movie alone, travel alone, sitting in at coffee shop alone and etc.

you can said they stupid or lonely. but in other section they are enjoying, is quite to let other people to understand, cause all those activities for this solitary lifestyle people are boring for those normal people.

what kind of thing they wish to enjoy is silent, private area, private time, and etc.

now out there started to come out this kind of culture. even malaysia, but yes malaysia is quite slow. mostly of the safety problem issue, so those solitary people not so active.

according to the US research. US citizen is rather to get online network then having sex. base on this result also mean that people need more private time in their lifestyle.

solitary lifestyle does mean they don't want any friends or lovers. they are still human still will caring others people is just thinking will a bit more psycho.

solitary people

-they might like to care others people,
-they willing to help people beside,
-they have their own dictionary like what should do and what shouldn't do,
-abnormal thinking,
-use to think a lot ,
-mostly are those artist, or success people,
- time table use to setup very systematic,
-use to going same place/time to enjoying,
-like to having different outfit than others,
-travel, drawing, taking photo, blogging, reading
-willing to join activities
-always appear in coffee shop, museum, pub, collection shop, beach side, garden

all this point is the solitary people often do.

dun try to ignore this kind of people. actually they all the same like you all just only they need more private time to enjoy themselves. try to know more of them is also a knowledge. having this kind of friend sure you will learn a lot.

i also learn from them

thank for reading

my sister wedding

yesterday my sis finally married.
kk n pc this is the name
in the past 3 days, there got a lot thing to prepare. although rush and mess. but until yesterday at least all the thing can have a nice ending.
how do i feel?
actually dont have any feeling, even my father. i think might be all the guy will be like that. juts only my mother the most sensetive person in the family. i think she already had cry 3 to 5 time, even some of my aunt those who very close to my family. they also cry. but what i think is hope my sis will get happy in all the planning until the end.
in the planning time. i know you suffer too many thing, but this is the end. there got new thing to face. when thing happen i might not beside you, but if need me let me know i try to get to it. i swear for it. ( can’t swear for the best now if not later dun know how to die muahahah)
yesterday
22 November 2008
is the day for you two. i looking at you two are happy. that a good sign. even your father(because the ang pao i think) in the dinner night, many all of our guess are happy to come, and they enjoying it. mean your hardwork not wasted.
to the friend want see the night or the those planning day. please log on
http://www.mywedding.com/kkandpc/
there will having all the detail stuff. will update soon.
and my flickr, friendster, and facebook will be updates soon

book

book have many type. people like to read book and people hate t o read it. book can be documentary, can be funny, can be sadness.

actually book is just life use. we all are the characters. we can act or we can be the narrators and also we can be the writer. every book just like documentary. in side it full with histories, stories, knowledge's, jokes....

people like to select some of the book they like. like fiction, novel, documentary, magazine......
different kind of book actuality already have their own philosophy. those philosophy is also meaning the person who reading. who ever reading book there got reason. from all of them also can found out the person true personality. people write and people read this is the most command.

some peopl say they like to read but they don't knwo about to write, but let think deeply. people everyday already writing. what they writing? people use to write their own story. the story will never end unleast the write not belong to alive anymore. some people like to write many romance story in their book, some like to write alot knowledge's, some may write their hate and love, some like to use picture or drawing to meaning thier book. so what about yours?

in my eyes i had seen a lot book, they might full with happiness, sadness, knowledge, color, words ... ... but just one book i will never love it. others book might make people feel interest about it, but this might not. this book is wrote for those who like to know more. is not any kind of top secret or the world history. this book is just a simple book, even pages are not much, and inside just all hose blank white paper with some kind of couple words or some kind of philosphy. there got no explaination, no exmaple there got nothing. people will always don't understand why this kind of book will exist. it because of it people will not going to read it. and this book will always place on a rack that will never notice by any one.

people use to read novel, short stories, fiction. because of that it make the whole world like copy and paste all the info will the same. it make the book becoming less people to read. please people be yourself and write your own words make people be proud of your book.



thank you

thank you

tonight don't know why have some interesting to write blog. so this tittle exist.

today i when to zoo negara (national Zoo) i had been long time ago didn't visit there. i think is been more than 10 years.

this time i learn a lot thing when i in the zoo. compare in the last time i when there i only will understand the animal name. but today i learn a lot how and why.

the most important is my friends, they let me know more thing that i dun know. so i will to thank you them to join me for this trip, and zoo.

talk about thank you, actually out there, having a girl that 1 really wish to thank for, but i think there is doesn't have that chance to let me do it.

4 years ago because i feel very sad then i decided to left her, and now i will not sad because anything about her. all i wan just can thank you to her. what she do thing to me, is that she chance my life? no, she just make me understand what i have and what i really want for my future life.

why i don't have that chance anymore cause none of my friends know where she been, and even no contact. if there got a chance to me. i will thank you to her hardly.

proud to malaysia

last couple months i had read an article in newspaper. this title is im proud to malaysia. in this article really full meaning. so i decided to write my own.

story start like this.
my mother bring me to this country and teach me alot of the thing about this country. when i was still a child i really proud to be a malaysian. coz i really feel that all race of the malaysian really life like a nation. but...

after i starting to be bigger and bigger. then i started know i was wrong. yes it should we 1 nation in all race of this country. but what make it not just because the citizen of this country is the profesional talker. they can said something to let people from disagree to agree until no complain. no matter there are joke, serious thing etc. etc. we will always heard a dozen of talking.
until now everyday i read newspaper i saw a lot joke.

this year our country had the election so is time for the citizen to speak out loud. after the election i tough those joke in newspaper will getting less and less. but until now the joke still continue and even worst and make me feel shame about it. the shame is not i can't do anything on it. the shame is the got any true or false. peopel keep judging the true and false just because this people starting to fightinng each other. when will the fighting will end i don't wish to know but what i know when someone lose in this fight there will start a new fight.

now if u ask me do you proud to malaysia. i need to think a couple minutes or more to answer you. i really feel shame when i meet some new friends from others country if they suddenly ask me those joke and fighting. the that the image malaysia like to present to others? i hope not ....

i talking without thinking

recently i heard from 1 of my friend said amount our friends 1 of them said me talking with think with my brain.

this is my 1st time to heard a feedback from my friend. 1st i heard it i feel very angry and sad. angry is the 1 who judge me. and sad because i already losing this friend, because he already don't think i'm a friend in his life journey. but is not the main point. but after a while i think i should not be angry about him. i should thank to him. to let me know how he feel about me.

a guy who talking without thinking from his brain. then what kind of rubbish will talking out from his mouth. i would like to know what is the standard to judge people talking without thinking from their brain.

but what i know is don't judge people without truely understand what the meaning behind it. it not there will alot sad thing will happen.

new thing want to share

Design Digest Vol.15

Well it is Thursday once again and you know what that means..? yeah, neither do I but here is this weeks installment of YD’s Design Digest; A compendium of easily digestible design delights from around the inter-webs. First up on the hit parade, Scott Amron brings us his “Clock”design… yup, it’s a clock with extra bits thrown in for poops and giggles.
Scott likes to call these extra bits BOM (Bill Of Materials). He believes these extra bits makes this “design” interesting and worth $450. What do you think?
Be your own Lord of the Flies with this extra sweet fly killing device or “swatter”. Denis Belenko and Alexandr Brazhenskiy like to call it the “fly swatter 1:1000″. I think they are referring to the fact that you will have a 1 in 1000 chance of hitting anything




Sunnin Tokyo Dresser sounds like a really cool cabaret act, but in fact it’s a really cool cascading drawer set that pivots better than Kobe in the paint(basketball reference…just trying to butch you all up a bit).
Leave it to the Turks to design a building clad in brail inspired shields for television stations and a newspaper… I have no idea if that was meant as a slant on Turks but this media center in Ankara sure is a wonderful sight and the apple of Tabanlioglu Architects eyes.
Well the Olympics are almost upon us and nothing says I’m excited about Curling like this Olympic Powerstrip by Yar Rassadin. He has captured the spirit of the games by pitting your electrical gadgets against each other for fame, glory and a steroid scandal.

From http://www.yankodesign.com/index.php/2008/06/19/design-digest-vol15/

The Line King

I always appreciated creative endeavors made with a single stroke or line. The Etch-A-Sketch comes to mind, the long-take Copacabana scene in the Scorsese’s film “Goodfellas” and the amazing “La Linea” animations of Osvaldo Cavandoli (clip below). Designer Aykut Erol pushes this concept straight into your living space by creating the “Line” furniture system. Incorporating a work table, hanger, bookshelf, wine rack, CD rack, TV stand and lighting unit appearing as design objects in their purest forms. The most important characteristic of “Line” is it being a no-break line. Theoretically, the system extends infinitely with a single line regenerating itself.
Designer: Aykut Erol

form http://www.yankodesign.com/index.php/2008/06/20/the-line-king/

challenge

those day, having a lot of challenge thing waiting me, frist planning to design a bcycle can fold and bring out more userfriendly, planning to make it for my own. to saving petrol and keep some money. second rushing all the my work. but now finally done. third survive in this month with over use money pretty poor lately.

really enjoy this kind of challenging life.

will you also like this.

challenge just like a dream. a dream to bring you beyond to what you have and what you know. actually challeng is a kind of hobby. it can make you fullfill your life, make u not feeling regret to everything.

life should be challenge if not they will be doing the same thing in your whole life. is that enough to you? i don't think so. don't left behind this is the word for today. stop you left behind from the others. then why don't challenge yourself and let others left behind from you?

change

many thing are changing. people are changing , earth is changing, the life are changing, virus are changing, prices are changing, even obama theme also name as "change".

just only one thing in this world won't change and that is the worker salary.

people are working as a service for those company but the company treat the worker like dog. they can give up the salary even the worker can't survive in their life. the life here is not mean those who buying LV,Prada, Gucci as there lifestyle used. now the petrol are almost killing the people. some more in the future 10 years the petrol will be finish in the planet. then there will not have any more F1, GP, Granx Pix , or and kind of the petrol machines race.

come back to the title. people are working just for survive. and get earn a house from their house. but will it success in time. no more. now company are really suck. they don't know how people really life for those less salary. if change the character from the manager and the worker. will you will a life in the future 1 month o 2 months? people asking for higher salary for live not for waste. u keeping those money is really a waste. what they waste is the human heart. a heart that can serve you good enough in time. if the salary will fit to the life style people will statisfly for it. at less they can earn money for their life. if not what the point those people working for. how many out there really working as interes? today no more interes, interes can't make money.

people are going to change more awful then yesterday. people will never learn before they lost.

freedom

i think everyone also wish to get their own freedom. freedom like a bird, can fly in the sky, fly to the place they like.

people are working hard to get freedom, so they can enjoy their life. but is there still can let you enjoy when get the freedom? no one know. maybe we should set our dreams as freedom. so we will never give up to life for. will it be the day dream or the dream we chasing for the whole life....

when people get what they dream for they started will feel not the same when the time they chasing. when the time we chising our dreams we enjoy it, and love it but when we finaly get it, all the thing is going to end. the story, the memory, the dreams, all the thing will all stop writing in the diary book/the life book, and what we have it just those memory and the ending.

sometime really don't want so fast to end the dreams.

i just started work in my life 6 month ago. i feel i be more happy when the time i chasing my dreams. maybe is the new journey in my next step. people may should like that. road(dream road) will never end, it just the road will have a next turn. which turn should go, it doesnt important they will almost the same in the end the most important is which turn can feel more freedom.

next time think clearly when have a next turn. be prepare for the next turn

petrol

today petrol going to be very expensive, but people still use it. is there any thing can represent the petrol? is the new technology for car really can in the future. recently fall in love with the discovery and the national geography channel . they really show up a lot of the new knowledge for the future. but the technology still expensive to the world. is that the most reason? why should people care about money to let the planet more beter than use those money o let our life more worse? now people are selfish.

yesterday malaysia just change the petrol price. they added to RM 2.70 per little. the price might be still cheap to other counrties. but the malaysian are already can't accept the new price list. but why should the people still suffer for. the world is going to change because of our lifesyle. why don't have other change the lifestyle for the world.

just think twice before to do. be good to the planet

pretty/hansome/extraordinary

pretty?
handsome?
extraordinary?

is that very important?
what can say here just only yes, for the youngster.

those is very subjective words. it doesn't mean people don't agree you are pretty, handsome, or extraordinary then you need to let down your own spirit. actually spirit should not let down by those kind of the subjective words. if there got people agree and here should have others disagree, how u going to let all the people agree? there got no such thing will happen in this world, it will happen in the fantasy or the imagination world. don't hope this world will come once day, don't try to lie yourself if do, then don't said people lie you because you already lie yourself.

out there having a lot of meaning about pretty, handsome, and extraordinary? but wihich one will be more meanfull to be use in you?
is that people pretty from your outlook is more important that people like the pretty of your knowledge or personality?

pretty/hnasome because of your outlook, you should feel happy, even me. but is that good enough to my life? no how long can i stand with the world handsome/pretty 20years? 30 years? or more than 50 years?
is that long your can carry? no there should not have that long time you can carry. just remember there also don't have those "forever and ever" stuff . when people promise you by "forever and ever" it already meaning that they will going to break it. no matter how good to the thing there alwasy got the valid date. how long will it invalid it will depend to the situation. same like the pretty/handsome/extraordinary. the world might agree you are the one most pretty/handsome/extraordnary in the world, in the next day you might not anymore. things will always change. that why people should care so much about pretty/handsome/extraordinary.

today people spend alot money to let others agree that they are pretty/handsome/extraordinay, and because of it many people bankrap and waste their life. it that any thing better than pretty/handsome/extraoredinary? yes there must have but will you found it or when/where can find it, can't promise. it in your hand and your brain. people must learn something from themself the they will understand the true meaning and keep.

think about it we come to this world what we bring in our hand?
is nothing
when people die what they bring?
a lot of thing even their own finger also ca calc.

is that every people must?
no there are not, people come the this world bringing nothing in their hands, but when they leave, they bring lot of the rubbish. people should not like that people should bring nothing to leave this world and bring the new hope to the new generation.

so be the one people agree you pretty because of the personality, handsome with your life, extraoredinary with the knowledge.
if you can make it. you are the first people call as eco-human.

mature/ immature

are you mature or immature?
when in young age will wish to be mature, but in the senior wish to be immature again.

is that mature or immature important to people?
maybe yes or maybe not.

to mature people. they will think very straight and logically. that should be good to a adult people. in mature thinking people will always think is that possible or impossible. they will started to think more information to support all the possible or impossible. this people will always plan for their own future, try to get the better life from what they having now. mature people will come out some kind of the beauty that immature don't have.
many people said the mature people will not be happy like their old time (immature period), is that true?
not sure, haven't hear mature people said they life happy because of the mature.

is that mature will lost happy?
actually not, people think mature can't let them enjoy. they are wrong. in mature life, mostly people will work, study, in love, and more. is that not enough to enjoy? just the way of the enjoy is not the same like immature time. why?

because in mature time people started to know how to wearing their mask to face other people. mature people will acting like the super star for protect their self, don't be curious is a normal think today human like to killing each other. so mature people will know how to protect them will the mask.

mature people will say some of the people think like immature people. is that the best way they can judge others people. actually they are judging their self. they said immature because they can be like the immature people, they can't do what others do, what others think.

is that life in immature life will better mature ?
not that not. as the above said mature people will wear mask to protect them self. so if a immature people life in the world what will it happen. maybe in young time will very happy but maybe will not even alive when they reach to adult.

in the designing fiction
immature people will have a good future in it. they will having a lot of the inspiration. that inspiration will not come out from the mature people. they will not think is there possible or not possible. they will think what is the best and bad . that why can come out some kind of the crazy design. people call it "stupid design". if you want to work like designer make sure you still immature and dare to challenge to mature.

why mature and immature can't come with the same time.
erm.. this quite a physiologic. it depends in people.
some may can make it, but some may not. it quite difficult to explain. so maybe will explain when i see more or know more about it.

my friends. don't just stick with the mature, it doesn't mean that you adult no need immature time. just make yourself and take a leave from the mature and be immature, try to enjoy it. you might find out something really exciting. is true. hope you will love it.

any comment can be accepted
have to nice day

selfish

Are you DARE to say you not selfish?
There might a lot people will not feel shame to say they are.

But before you answer please think deeply.

in some kind of situation that involve with you and others and it might take life or others think mostly important to you, and what will you do?
what i gonna do? i can't answer right now. i haven't meet some kind of problem like that.

out there should have answer. The answer might be horrible from some of the people, it might feel evil to them. But thing should be like that to get something there got something should let go.



that fair to settle problem?

yes it is.



what it related to selfish?

follow by the example above. if the condition for choose between money and people. what will you think the ending?



is very simple there got many type of ending but the most ending is.



people fight earn other for the money. today people won't care about others, they will just know the two thing are the most important to them. they are moeny and their life. money started become important sign long time ago . some people might lost their life just fighting for money.


let think about why human heart will not at the center. it might cannot make any sence, but the true is human is selfish. is very easy to proof.
human will always pray
how about you?
what do you praying?
do you pray for the earth also?
no people will not pray for it. they just will destory it for money. that is the most evil thing human hav ever done.

justice

justice i never learn this word when i study in school. i learn it in comic book. something like superman, spiderman, bad man and etc.

actually what is justice and when will we use it?
justice is a word to represent fair the people or weakness.
justice mostly will use in law, comic book some kind like marvel.

is that all for the use ?
actually is more than that, but now a day no one will use and learn it anymore. People started know money is more important to justice. got money got justice cause money can buy justice. is true, now mostly people will think like that no matter in the section of the justice. money will come first.

Why the world will become like that?
Is there the way to band the money exist?
Is yes there might be have the solution...
People are fighting each other, fight for money, and this fight will never end. not ljke old time people fight for their freedom fight for the justice. People will never said good enough for money. No one will say they get enough money for them even they rich. People can erase the justice to get money, they spend a lot solution to get it no matter how by good way or the bad way. this is the new human being.

Is there still got justice between men?
NO!!! There got no justice will appear in human being. Once the human started to kill animal and plants for money there already started to mean that human are evil. Human destroys animal's home to make their own place. human kill the animal to sell their skin by high price. Human make lot of animal disappear in this world. Human burn the forest to get the land. Is that all the thing follow by the justice?

let get talk about between human
some people will not agree human compare with animal.
because they think human are human, animal are animal. not same.
in human would like fight each other to get their property. not just human , even countries fight each others. is that justice or evil. behind all the this creating alot of hatred.

lately the world got a lot of disaster happening to many country. In 25th Dec 2004 tsunami in Indonesia and Sri Lanka. End of January 2008 China the winter storm.Early in May, Myammar float, 12th May 2008, an earth quick in China. all this disaster kill tone of people will in mean anything to others?

is that the earth telling the human. that human are over doing to the life balance?
it maybe true or might not.

i have tired to continue with it. people will never change for money.
just be good luck in your own life. don't ever wish there got justice for you.
just do something like the movie call "pay it forward". just pay it forward to the people and teach them follow.

thank for read.
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